Where my mind open up http://lockedthoughts.favs.se Hej! Jag är en tjej som nu bestämt sig för att skaffa en anonym blogg. Varför jag vill göra det är för att få kunna dela med mig av mina innersta tankar, frågor och åsikter utan att bli dömd för vad jag gör. Jag älskar att skriva och det är precis det jag kommer att syssla med i den här bloggen. Förhoppningsvis lyckas jag nå ut till folk genom mina texter och kanske till och med kan få vara en inspirationskälla. Hoppas ni gillar min blogg. Kram. No one there to judge me, neither to love me. http://lockedthoughts.favs.se/2013/12/no-one-there-to-judge-me-neither-to-love-me.-.html http://lockedthoughts.favs.se/2013/12/no-one-there-to-judge-me-neither-to-love-me.-.html I stand by the mirror. Just staring at my naked body. I don't know if I should judge or cherish it. Am I beautiful?
Whatever it doesn't matter. I have no one to judge me about it. I glance at the bed behind me. Nope. No one there. Either no one to say I'm beautiful. It doesn't matter how I look. No one care. It's only me. I don't need that stupid make up. I don't have to look good for anyone. Does who matter don't mind. What more do I need?
I stare at the bed again. No one there. Sometimes I wish it was. Someone that can look at me and say that I'm beautiful just as I am, not bacause it is true to the world, only because it is true in that persons eyes.
I stare at the mirror. Everything isn't perfect. But it is me. And I know I'm not going to feel better by hating my self. I've done that enough already.
I'm gonna cherish it. For my own sake. Not because of the empty bed.

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Mon, 16 Dec 2013 11:45:23 +0100
Next time you point a finger I'll point you to the mirror. http://lockedthoughts.favs.se/2013/10/next-time-you-point-a-finger-i-ll-point-you-to-the-mirror.html http://lockedthoughts.favs.se/2013/10/next-time-you-point-a-finger-i-ll-point-you-to-the-mirror.html Can't make my own decisions
Or make any with precision
Well maybe you should tie me up
So I don't go where you don't want me

You say that I've been changing
That I'm not just simply aging
Yeah how could that be logical?
Just keep on cramming ideas down my throat

You don't have to believe me
But the way I, way I see it
Next time you point a finger
I might have to bend it back
Or break it, break it off
Next time you point a finger
I'll point you to the mirror

If God's the game that you're playing
Well we must get more acquainted
Because it has to be so lonely
To be the only one who's holy

It's just my humble opinion
But it's one that I believe in
You don't deserve a point of view
If the only thing you see is you

You don't have to believe me
But the way I, way I see it
Next time you point a finger
I might have to bend it back
Or break it, break it off
Next time you point a finger
I'll point you to the mirror

This is the last second chance
(I'll point you to the mirror)
I'm half as good as it gets
(I'll point you to the mirror)
I'm on both sides of the fence
(I'll point you to the mirror)
Without a hint of regret
I'll hold you to it

I know you don't believe me
But the way I, way I see it
Next time you point a finger
I might have to bend it back
Or break it, break it off
Next time you point a finger
I'll point you to the mirror

I know you won't believe me
But the way I, way I see it
Next time you point a finger
I might have to bend it back
Or break it, break it off
Next time you point a finger
I'll point you to the mirror

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Sat, 26 Oct 2013 23:38:31 +0200
littlest things can make you feel larger than life; the right lyrics, the most heartfelt melody, the clearest message. Love." http://lockedthoughts.favs.se/2013/10/littlest-things-can-make-you-feel-larger-than-life-the-right-lyrics-the-most-heartfelt-melody-the-clearest-message.-love.-.html http://lockedthoughts.favs.se/2013/10/littlest-things-can-make-you-feel-larger-than-life-the-right-lyrics-the-most-heartfelt-melody-the-clearest-message.-love.-.html

- Alex Gaskarth

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Wed, 23 Oct 2013 01:08:27 +0200
Every night i try my best to dream http://lockedthoughts.favs.se/2013/10/every-night-i-try-my-best-to-dream.html http://lockedthoughts.favs.se/2013/10/every-night-i-try-my-best-to-dream.html I don't even know myself at all
I thought I would be happy by now
The more I try to push it
I realise – gotta let go of control

Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen
Just let it happen

It's just a spark
But it's enough to keep me going
And when it's dark out, no one's around
It keeps glowing

Every night I try my best to dream
Tomorrow makes it better
Then I wake up to the cold reality
And not a thing has changed

But it will happen
Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen

It's just a spark
But it's enough to keep me going
And when it's dark out, no one's around
It keeps glowing

It's just a spark
But it's enough to keep me going
And when it's dark out, no one's around
It keeps glowing

And the salt in my wounds isn't burning anymore than it used to
It's not that I don't feel the pain, it's just I'm not afraid of hurting anymore
And the blood in these veins isn't pumping any less than it ever has
And that's the hope I have, the only thing I know that's keeping me alive

Alive

Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen

Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen

It's just a spark
But it's enough to keep me going
(So if I let go of control now, I can be strong)
And when it's dark out, no one's around
It keeps glowing

It's just a spark
But it's enough to keep me going
(So if I keep my eyes closed, with nobody home)
And when it's dark out, no one's around
It keeps glowing

Ahhh
Ahhh
Ahhh
Ahhh

Ohhh
Ohhh

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Sun, 20 Oct 2013 18:25:33 +0200
Family, family everywhere http://lockedthoughts.favs.se/2013/10/family-family-everywhere-.html http://lockedthoughts.favs.se/2013/10/family-family-everywhere-.html I just love this. I feel so lucky for having this wonderful famliy. Thank you for a great weekend with lots of fun.
I love you guys.

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Sun, 20 Oct 2013 14:24:00 +0200
Motto http://lockedthoughts.favs.se/2013/10/motto.html http://lockedthoughts.favs.se/2013/10/motto.html

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Sun, 20 Oct 2013 14:14:58 +0200
Today is my day http://lockedthoughts.favs.se/2013/10/today-is-my-day.html http://lockedthoughts.favs.se/2013/10/today-is-my-day.html

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Sun, 20 Oct 2013 14:14:25 +0200
Kärlek http://lockedthoughts.favs.se/2013/10/karlek-.html http://lockedthoughts.favs.se/2013/10/karlek-.html

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Fri, 18 Oct 2013 13:51:01 +0200
Sometimes that's about it. http://lockedthoughts.favs.se/2013/10/sometimes-that-s-about-it.-.html http://lockedthoughts.favs.se/2013/10/sometimes-that-s-about-it.-.html Sometimes what you need is a pair of headphones and great must surrounded by your beloved. You can't hear what they are saying but that doesn't matter. They are there. You are there and you are all together. Great lyrics pumping through your whole body and everything is like it is supposed to be.
You get to be in you own world at the same time as in theirs.
The best feeling if you ask me.
I smile at yo hand you smile back. Beloved brothers, you are my world. Hope you know that.

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Fri, 18 Oct 2013 13:34:46 +0200
My immature babes http://lockedthoughts.favs.se/2013/10/my-immature-babes-.html http://lockedthoughts.favs.se/2013/10/my-immature-babes-.html

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